trigger warning.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
never trust words, it’s bullshit
the thing about depression is that you dont feel sad, you feel sick.
sick of life, sick of yourself and sick of everyone and everything around you.
depression, makes you hate everything, it makes you angry. its like being trapped in a place full of drunk people and youre just too sober. its that feeling of being so lost, its heaviness in your chest, its numbness in your heart. and its confusing for your mind.
therapist: how are you?
me: fine how are you
Nobody really cares about me, and neither do I
I will unapologetically apologise for everything
Nobody ever notices that I’m gone. Even though it’s what I expect, I can’t help the deep ache it brings out in me…
